|Monday, September 5th, 2005|
I now have a new account.
It was a sudden impulse and I just felt like a change.
This journal means a lot to me. I've had it for a long time.
But I have to admit, the emo name was just getting kinda old.
Shmannah. Add me. :) Current Mood: special
|Sunday, August 28th, 2005|
WHO WANTS TO SEE THE AWESOME NEW CLOTHES I GOT TODAY?!( here they areCollapse )
I'm kinda worried about this hurricaine stuff, but I'm sure it'll be ok. I miss my Manny. I'm such a loser. Current Mood: content
Manny didn't get home before I went to bed, which sucks because now I'm awake way before he'll be and I get to sit around with no idea what's going on. I wish he'd left me some explaination or something. Whatever. He probably didn't have time. I may go to get some more sleep or I may just watch a couple movies.... Not sure.
Manny, if you wake up, and I'm not on, call me, please...
P.S. OVARIES ARE RETARDED!
|Saturday, August 27th, 2005|
Pick a band, then respond to the questions with only song titles from that band...
My band choice:
The BeatlesAre you male or female:
Another GirlDescribe yourself:
Everybody's Got Something To Hide Except Me And My MonkeyHow do some people feel about you:
Help!How do you feel about yourself:
I Feel FineDescribe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:
I should have known betterDescribe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:
You Really Got A Hold On Me/Why Don't We Do It In The Road? (lol)/I Want To Hold Your HandDescribe where you want to be:
Here, There, And Everywhere/Across The UniverseDescribe what you want to be:
Paperback WriterDescribe how you live:
With A Little Help From My FriendsDescribe how you love:
Eight Days A WeekShare a few words of wisdom:
All You Need Is Love/Think For Yourself/Let It Be/Come Together Current Mood: amused
|wish I knew what you were looking for; I might have known what you would find...
( Under the milky way tonight....Collapse )
Speaking of which, Manny is apparantly in Texas and I have no idea why. Probably some family shit that he and I are both gonna end up upset about. I hate it. I hate the shit he goes through for them. He doesn't deserve any of that bullshit but he takes it and takes it and takes some more. And what I hate most is that I have no way to help him, none at all... but I always try like hell and still can't do anything for him.
I must go take a nap. I went to Christan's birthday party last night and we were up pretty late and Alecia and I had to sleep on the floor; so, I need some more rest. Manny, if you get home sooner than expected and happen to read this and if you can, call me please (if it's after like 6). I was supposed to go home sooner, but Christan and I got distracted playing Mario Bros 3 on her awesome old nintendo. Wish I knew what was going on. Bleh. So, yea... Manny, call me. I love you.
Goodnight, everyone. Current Mood: tired/sad/annoyed/sore
|Wednesday, August 24th, 2005|
|She ran, calling wildfire
this is the dye I dyed my hair with earlier today.
I didn't expect it to come out NEARLY that bright, because that is on VERY bleached hair, and I did not bleach mine.
In the front, it came out pretty vibrant.
The rest isn't dry so I'm not sure.
I'm excited, though... and I hope I don't get in trouble at school.
Hopefully I'll have pictures tomorrow. Current Mood: happy, but tired
|Thursday, August 18th, 2005|
|Monday, August 15th, 2005|
|Happy anniversary to us!
that's right, folks.As of today, it has been exactly two years since Manny and I started dating.
two years of love.
I went to his house earlier and we had a wonderful time.
I shan't go into details because I know you don't want to hear them, but it was so
I'm closer to him than to anyone else in the world
and when I'm with him, I forget everything else
because nothing else really matters
at least not as much as he does....
Manny, I fucking adore you. You make me happier than anything I could imagine. No, you're not perfect... neither am I, but you and I as a couple become the most perfect thing I've ever felt... ever
. I've literally never been happier than I am when you hold me and I doubt that I ever could be. You make me feel beautiful and happy and safe
and... complete.... And kissing you, holding you... being with you... has got to be the most wonderful feeling in the world. We say it all the time, but I never want to start taking these words for granted or treating them as if they don't really have any meaning. They didn't before I met you, but you've honestly taught me what it is to love and be loved. I can never thank you enough or put into words what I feel for you, because there are no words. The closest I can get is to say that I love you more than anything
... anything at all.
I love you. Current Mood: loved
|Friday, August 12th, 2005|
feeling a bit better about the computer now, just so everyone knows. I'm still pissed off and sad, but I can't just sit around crying about it, now can I? Current Mood: better
they called about my computer and I got it back.
you might therefore be wondering why my mood is still crappy.
they deleted everything.
the asshole who did it apparantly didnt know he was supposed to back up my files.
EVERY FUCKING MEMORY I HAVE FROM THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF IS GONE
and I can't make it connect to the internet
AND I ran out of prozac a couple weeks ago so I'm even more upset about this than I should be.
every picture, ALL OF MY WRITING
oh my god. all my writing is gone. oh my god.
fuck........ Current Mood: crappy
I've been meaning to post about my trip to New Orleans for almost a week now; so, hey... why not do it now?( Here we go!Collapse )
P.S. This entry took me 45 minutes. You mofos had better comment. Current Mood: sleepy
|Thursday, August 11th, 2005|
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
it may take me a while, though.
I know I haven't been commenting or responding at all much lately, but it's because fucking doghouse computers has had my computer for THREE FUCKING WEEKS. yea. It's bullshit and I want it back.
I'd rather have it barely working than not have it at all....
Orientation was yesterday and it was cool I suppose.
Shall we compare schedules? I think we shall. haha
(even though mine is probably going to change because I don't have an 8th hour)
Homeroom- Guilbeau, Shane
1st Period- Alg II (G); Landry, Paula
2nd Period- Speach/Drama II; Guilbeau, Shane
3rd Period- Chemistry (G); Krippse, Donna
4th Period- Spanish II; Spanish (no idea who my teacher is)
5th Period- English III (R); Collins, Trina
6th Period (semester 1)- Mythology; Hargrave, Debora
6th Period (semester 2)- Shakespeare; Hargrave, Debora
7th Period- American History (H); Patin, Keith
8th Period- (?)
9th Period- Musical; Guilbeau, Shane (afterschool) Current Mood: bored
|Saturday, August 6th, 2005|
I'm leaving in a few minutes to go to New Orleans. It's the only vacation I'll have this summer, so I'm gonna try to enjoy it. We'll be back tomorrow.
I've got some crap weighing on me. Some that I feel bad about and some that I'm pissed about, but mostly some that I don't know whether to feel bad or be pissed about. Whatever. I'll just get my mind off of it while I'm there, I suppose.
I've gotta go do some shit before we leave.
talk to you guys later.
♥ Current Mood: anxious, not sure why
|Monday, August 1st, 2005|
I got to go see my Manny today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and we made beautiful love
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. and it was FUCKING WONDERFUL.
and I don't care if you didn't want to hear that... because I wanted to say it.
A Frolicking Jew: Thank you for the good food o.o And the great sex o.o And all the love o.o
I LOVE YOU MANNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Current Mood: happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
|Sunday, July 31st, 2005|
I had a pretty fucked up dream last night. It's one of those things that's just gonna kinda haunt me for a while. I don't want to go into it, but it was messed up....
I have no idea what it means, though. If it means anything at all.
I'm still tired, but I can't sleep.... Current Mood: bothered
|Saturday, July 30th, 2005|
I'm watching Ringu.
And gosh, Manny makes me laugh
A Frolicking Jew: The tape in The Ring was just dumb..
A Frolicking Jew: OMGZ! A FLY! I SHAL PEEK IT OOP!
A Frolicking Jew: Moron..
satanismysxybtch: lol Current Mood: amused