I now have a new account.
It was a sudden impulse and I just felt like a change.
This journal means a lot to me. I've had it for a long time.
But I have to admit, the emo name was just getting kinda old.
Shmannah. Add me. :)
Manny didn't get home before I went to bed, which sucks because now I'm awake way before he'll be and I get to sit around with no idea what's going on. I wish he'd left me some explaination or something. Whatever. He probably didn't have time. I may go to get some more sleep or I may just watch a couple movies.... Not sure.
Manny, if you wake up, and I'm not on, call me, please...
P.S. OVARIES ARE RETARDED!
Pick a band, then respond to the questions with only song titles from that band...
My band choice: The Beatles
Are you male or female: Another Girl
Describe yourself: Everybody's Got Something To Hide Except Me And My Monkey
How do some people feel about you: Help!
How do you feel about yourself: I Feel Fine
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: I should have known better
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: You Really Got A Hold On Me/Why Don't We Do It In The Road? (lol)/I Want To Hold Your Hand
Describe where you want to be: Here, There, And Everywhere/Across The Universe
Describe what you want to be: Paperback Writer
Describe how you live: With A Little Help From My Friends
Describe how you love: Eight Days A Week
Share a few words of wisdom: All You Need Is Love/Think For Yourself/Let It Be/Come Together
that's right, folks.
As of today, it has been exactly two years since Manny and I started dating.
two years of love.
I went to his house earlier and we had a wonderful time.
I shan't go into details because I know you don't want to hear them, but it was so great....
I'm closer to him than to anyone else in the world
and when I'm with him, I forget everything else
because nothing else really matters
at least not as much as he does....
Manny, I fucking adore you. You make me happier than anything I could imagine. No, you're not perfect... neither am I, but you and I as a couple become the most perfect thing I've ever felt... ever. I've literally never been happier than I am when you hold me and I doubt that I ever could be. You make me feel beautiful and happy and safe and... complete.... And kissing you, holding you... being with you... has got to be the most wonderful feeling in the world. We say it all the time, but I never want to start taking these words for granted or treating them as if they don't really have any meaning. They didn't before I met you, but you've honestly taught me what it is to love and be loved. I can never thank you enough or put into words what I feel for you, because there are no words. The closest I can get is to say that I love you more than anything... anything at all.
I love you.