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I now have a new account.

It was a sudden impulse and I just felt like a change.

This journal means a lot to me. I've had it for a long time.

But I have to admit, the emo name was just getting kinda old.

Shmannah. Add me. :)
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I'm kinda worried about this hurricaine stuff, but I'm sure it'll be ok. I miss my Manny. I'm such a loser.
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Manny didn't get home before I went to bed, which sucks because now I'm awake way before he'll be and I get to sit around with no idea what's going on. I wish he'd left me some explaination or something. Whatever. He probably didn't have time. I may go to get some more sleep or I may just watch a couple movies.... Not sure.

Manny, if you wake up, and I'm not on, call me, please...

all you need is love


Pick a band, then respond to the questions with only song titles from that band...

My band choice:
The Beatles

Are you male or female: Another Girl

Describe yourself: Everybody's Got Something To Hide Except Me And My Monkey

How do some people feel about you: Help!

How do you feel about yourself: I Feel Fine

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: I should have known better

Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: You Really Got A Hold On Me/Why Don't We Do It In The Road? (lol)/I Want To Hold Your Hand

Describe where you want to be: Here, There, And Everywhere/Across The Universe

Describe what you want to be: Paperback Writer

Describe how you live: With A Little Help From My Friends

Describe how you love: Eight Days A Week

Share a few words of wisdom: All You Need Is Love/Think For Yourself/Let It Be/Come Together
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wish I knew what you were looking for; I might have known what you would find...

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Speaking of which, Manny is apparantly in Texas and I have no idea why. Probably some family shit that he and I are both gonna end up upset about. I hate it. I hate the shit he goes through for them. He doesn't deserve any of that bullshit but he takes it and takes it and takes some more. And what I hate most is that I have no way to help him, none at all... but I always try like hell and still can't do anything for him.

I must go take a nap. I went to Christan's birthday party last night and we were up pretty late and Alecia and I had to sleep on the floor; so, I need some more rest. Manny, if you get home sooner than expected and happen to read this and if you can, call me please (if it's after like 6). I was supposed to go home sooner, but Christan and I got distracted playing Mario Bros 3 on her awesome old nintendo. Wish I knew what was going on. Bleh. So, yea... Manny, call me. I love you.

Goodnight, everyone.
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She ran, calling wildfire

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this is the dye I dyed my hair with earlier today.

I didn't expect it to come out NEARLY that bright, because that is on VERY bleached hair, and I did not bleach mine.

In the front, it came out pretty vibrant.
The rest isn't dry so I'm not sure.
I'm excited, though... and I hope I don't get in trouble at school.

Hopefully I'll have pictures tomorrow.
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Happy anniversary to us!


that's right, folks.

As of today, it has been exactly two years since Manny and I started dating.
two years of love.


I went to his house earlier and we had a wonderful time.

I shan't go into details because I know you don't want to hear them, but it was so great....

I'm closer to him than to anyone else in the world
and when I'm with him, I forget everything else
because nothing else really matters
at least not as much as he does....

Manny, I fucking adore you. You make me happier than anything I could imagine. No, you're not perfect... neither am I, but you and I as a couple become the most perfect thing I've ever felt... ever. I've literally never been happier than I am when you hold me and I doubt that I ever could be. You make me feel beautiful and happy and safe and... complete.... And kissing you, holding you... being with you... has got to be the most wonderful feeling in the world. We say it all the time, but I never want to start taking these words for granted or treating them as if they don't really have any meaning. They didn't before I met you, but you've honestly taught me what it is to love and be loved. I can never thank you enough or put into words what I feel for you, because there are no words. The closest I can get is to say that I love you more than anything... anything at all.

I love you.
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